Friday, April 27, 2012

Recovery...and Then Some

Recover has not been easy. The first couple of days after surgery were rough.  My back was sore and the sciatic nerve pain was unbearable.  I was using a walker to get around and, I'm about to get very personal, if I actually made it to the bathroom and had success in the bathroom, it was the highlight of my day.  If you've never taken percocet before, it makes you constipated and that is just no fun at all.  I tried everything from colace to mirilax to a 'smooth going' tea.  It was finally the mirilax that helped to get my system running normally.  If I was successful in the bathroom, it was a good day.  I know that was more information than you really wanted to know but what can you do.  It's the truth!

What I did not expect was the way both of our dogs, Boris and Milo handled me and the situation.  They 100% knew their mommy was down and out and would not leave my side.  Boris more than Milo but I could tell that he cared. 


The photo below is my absolute favorite. This was the morning after my surgery. With his cheek pressed against my head and his arm on my shoulder, I truly felt my
 Boris nurturing me back to health.

  Todd snapped this one as Boris and I were snoozing.


 Always by me...our souls healing.


My spooning boys. This was still week one and how we spent each morning.
Nothing like waking up to cuddling with Milo and Boris.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Over In The Blink Of An Eye

With three days leading up to back surgery, I have to admit, I was nervous.  What if my spinal cord was punctured?  What if I wake up during surgery or worse yet, what if I don't wake up at all?  These were my thoughts as I checked into the SurgiCenter on the morning of my surgery.

I was wheeled into the cold, bright operating room and see my surgeon, Dr. Close and his assistant, Justin wave to me as they sit in the corner waiting. They are so many nurses hustling about asking me questions, hooking tubes up and prepping me for surgery.  The next thing I know I open my eyes.  I hear 'He's So Fine' by the Chiffons.  Is this in my head or am I really hearing this song?  I ask the nurses if I am supposed to be awake and they answer yes.  And within an hour and half I had a laminectomy and microdisectomy and was being wheeled into recovery.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

A Terrifying Night

I've always had lower back issues, in fact, both of my parents and my brother do too.  It runs in the family. Since December 2011, my lower back began to seriously act up, more so than I could ever remember. On Valentine's Day I had my first lumber steroid injection.  It lasted for about two weeks and then the pain came back. About five weeks later I scheduled another. The day before the second injection, my right two toes, the right side of my foot, my heel, ankle, calf and right butt cheek, started to feel numb and tingly. Not fun at all. I did the second shot and while it did mask the back pain, what it did not mask was the sciatic nerve pain that only grew worse with each passing day.

On March 29th, my husband and I met with my doctor to discuss possible back surgery.  The numbness in my right leg and foot had me develop a sort of limp which made walking uncomfortable and then I started having pain in other areas of my body for compensating for the limp. We left the doctor's office, talked about the surgery and the next day I called to schedule and for some reason, no one called me back even after I left two messages. With the unfolding of the events that followed, I believe God was working in Her ways. 

Even though I wasn't able to schedule surgery, I did get a new prescription for pain, 5 mg of vicoden. FINALLY!  No more tramadol because that was like taking a tic tac for pain. 9pm rolled around and I went upstairs to bed, took one vicoden and off to dreamland I went.

The nerve pain was so intense that it woke me up at 3am.  I checked the clock and knew I was able to now take another vicoden as 6 hours had passed.  But the pain was excruciating. I needed to get out of bed and my husband must have fallen asleep on the sofa.  So I called his cell and told him he needed to get upstairs and get me out of bed as I was in unbelievable pain.

Todd came running up the stairs to our bedroom, turned on the light, and came to my bedside. We did the count, 1, 2, 3 and pulled me up out of bed to a standing position. Even though my feet were on the floor, I had to further support my body by leaning my arms on the bed. All of a sudden, I was sweating as if I just ran for 30 minutes at a pretty good pace. It was dripping off my face. Then the nausea ensued and I felt sick, really sick and dizzy.  I kept telling Todd that I was going to faint. And with that, I passed out.  Luckily, he was standing behind me to catch me.  I opened my eyes to find myself on the floor, in Todd's arms and hearing him call my name, 'Stephanie! Stephanie! Wake up!  Stay with me! Stephanie!'

Focusing on nothing but his voice, I tried to calm myself down.  Little did I know that poor Todd thought I had taken 3, not 1 vicoden.  This is something that I would never do, no matter how much pain I was in. It was hard to convince him of this as I was lying in his arms but I did. By a miracle of God, he got me up and we made it down the stairs and into the kitchen. My tee shirt was soaked with sweat and I was craving water and a cold compress to place on the back of my neck. Both of which helped to bring the color back to my face. Todd later told me that when I fainted my coloring was gray.  Kind of scary.

The pain was still intense and I looked at Todd and told him I needed to go to the hospital. At 4am, we walked into the Emergency Room at Reading Hospital. I couldn't sit and could barely walk, so they grabbed a gurney for me and I was able to lay down. No more than 10 minutes and I was back being seen by a very friendly doctor who ordered tons of blood work, an EKG and a very welcome pain killer that is 6 times stronger then morphine called dilaudid.   Finally, I had some relief but could still feel the pain of that sciatic nerve. About two hours later, I was given another dose of dilaudid and finally, one of my spine doctors came to visit me as part of his rounds.

He ordered up a steroid that typically gets prescribed for patients that have brain tumors.  As the nurse was injecting it into my IV, I immediately felt like I was going to vomit and then it felt like there were 50,000 little needles pricking my genital area.  Not fun.  I looked at my doctor because I began to get scared and he just old me to take deep breaths which I did, and I felt better. Upon me telling him the story of passing out from the pain, he contemplated keeping me overnight for pain management purposes.  But they decided not to.  Instead, my surgery was scheduled for 3 days later and I was finally dismissed from the hospital after about 8-9 hours. 

And my journey continued from there...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Foster Program Adoptables through the ARL

 To see a SAMPLING of the dogs looking for their FURever home currently residing in the shelter and NOT in foster homes, you can also visit www.berksarl.org.
The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.
Hey guys! I'm Jack the Jack Russell! I am an 8 year old male neutered Jack Russell Terrier. My old family left me in the stray building all alone with a note. I was sad at first, but now I am happy to be in my foster home! I love to play with toys and eat yummy treats. I get along with other dogs and I'm house trained. My foster mommy says I'm very smart! I also love kids and walk nicely on a leash. And if you thought I can't get any better, check out the heart shaped mark on my back! I would make a fun addition to almost any family!
 
The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.
 
Hi there, I'm Cass! I am a 1 year old female spayed Pit Bull. If I had to pick one word to desribe myself, I would say "AWESOME!" I am a happy-go-lucky, energetic girl. I love to play with my dog friends and my people friends. My foster mom says I'm the best snuggler! I have even been caught snuggling with my foster sister, but please don't tell anyone. I am housetrained and crate trained. Please email about me!!

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Chancey
The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.
Miss Annie

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Doesn't Diamond look amazing? She is doing wonderful in her foster home. She gets along with other dogs and kids. She is crate trained and housetrained! She is such a smart girl!
The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

 Baby

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Goldilocks

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Holly

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Penny

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Shakey

The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.

Susannah Clair
The listed dogs are all in foster homes through our Grey Muzzle Foster Program. Please email MarcyB411@hotmail.com for more information.
 To see a SAMPLING of the dogs looking for their FURever home currently residing in the shelter and NOT in foster homes, you can also visit www.berksarl.org.